justnick's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Reality is a bloodstain BGM: "Don't Worry baby" - The Beach Boys I think it's a good thing I got into the punk scene. Without somewherre to throw all that hate and sadness, I think I would realise my self loathing a lot more often then I do right now. It's good that I have something to rebel against. I just don't know what to do to turn it all around. How to motivate myself to even try. I want Lindsey to show up at my doorstep and give me a big hug. She always seems to know just what to say. I have to either do something with myself or just go all out hedonist. I can't deal with this stress. No, that's a bad idea, right? I want to keep VD free and clean. Right? Right. *sigh* Reality is a bloodstain. Excelsior. 11:27 p.m. - 2003-03-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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